Emm ntah nape sejak 2 menjak ni hati aku mcm lain je. Rasa tak sedap hati.. For those who know me for sure tahu when i say something wrong that really mean something goes wrong somewhere but i just dont know what it is!
And my heart can't stop thinking about him. Dia curang ker? Atau dia ade masalah? but it has to be about us.That for sure.My last sms-ing end with a few question.
sms between us
mai sayang(me) - syg are u okay? lately i feel like i'm losing ur love every second
megat sayang(him) - okay jer. npe cakp mcm tue. i still love u even i'm not perfect
mai sayang- tak tahulah tp lately rasa tak sedap hati je. syg ade buat salah ker?
megat sayang - no i'm not doing anything to hurt u. Maybe ayg yang ade buat salah ngan sayang tak
mai sayang - ha? salah aper?
megat sayang - pikir lah sendiri
mai sayang - i'm sorry hurt u. tapi ayng betul2 tak tahu ape yang ayg dah buat. boleh kasi tahu tak
megat sayang- ...............
mai sayang - nape diam?
megat sayang - forget about it okay.
mai sayang - tell me! i need to know
megat sayang - .......................................
dan dia terus diam........
jadi dia curang dengan aku lah?!dan jadikan aku sebagai alasan?
atau aku sememang nya yang bersalah? dan dia memendamkan saje?
time will tell!
for a week we agree not to call each other..maybe this will help.
semoga penangan rindu seminggu ni can break the wall between us.
